gloomy weather moody me

started to rain
early this morning
hubby sam has to work today
so reluctantly
he crawled out of bed
its sunday
a day to sleep in late
but not today for him

i got up a little later
attacked by hunger pang
but so lazy to walk out
in the rain for breakfast
so i settled down with
mum's fried noodles
packed home from last nite
so guilty cos the noodles'
rather oily
so no coffee for me
just tea

i watched the re-run of
japanese version 花样少男少女
i think the japanese
actors and actresses
are really cute
in both outlook and acting
loved the white face
golden retriever Yujiro too
i think i preferred the
japanese version more
compared to the taiwan's

cousin gillian wanted
the recipe to make
cream sauce/white sauce
so i dug out another one of
my 'antique' recipe book
100 great recipes pasta
YES 100 recipes!
and found what she wanted
its simple to make
i think she managed

2.30pm i decided to
walk to fajar
to eat a proper lunch
and to grab some food
for dinner
ended up eating chicken rice
(guilty*guilty*)
cos i cant resist the smell
but i had chicken breast meat
so not so bad la
(**guilty**reduced by 1 degree)

ended up buying can food
to stock up at home
don't know why
but i think today
is just one of those days
that i have no inspirations
to cook

came back and started
browsing through
yesterday's Straits Times Recuitment ads
and searching the nets
for job opportunities
gotta plan ahead
in case i dont hear from
*TV by end next week
sigh!

its not a good feeling
staying home for
the last 3 months
though i said i wanted
to take a break
but 3 months to me
seriously
is too long
for one i am getting bored
for two it's not healthy to the pockets
for three am afraid 'my engine' cannot start
if a job comes along (getting too slack lah!)

really lousy mood today
think 'big aunty' coming
so am feeling edgy
ache-ky all over
and damned sleepy too

told hubby to settle
his own dinner
and all i had for dinner
was a can of minestone soup
with garlic breads
part guilty for the oily breakfast & lunch
but mainly not much appetite

minestrone soup & garlic breads

hopefully tomorrow
i will wake up
to a beautiful day
and better mood
the wait for the
'good news' starts tomorrow

我没把得失看得太重
所以即使失败
我也能欣然接受