Sleepless Nites

yet another sleepless nite
havent been able to sleep well since i stopped working
some said its because of the change in lifestyle...
from working long hours to NO working hours :"P

i know i have worries
and its the cause to my many sleepless nites
only i know what i am worried about
now i am beginning to have doubts if i will get the job
lets just give it a week

because i am not well off
there are many i cannot obtained
even when i wanted to or there is a need to :
courses, curtains etc etc

many things i wanted to do
and have the time to do
but couldnt get down to doing
i think i am rotting away at home
i need to find back the zest in my life

when?
sigh!
meanwhile,
more sleepness nites.